Big boobs aren't all they're cracked up to be. As a matter of fact, I really wish I didn't have them. I feel like I don't even know myself anymore. I look in the mirror and I see a stranger looking back. A really fat stranger. Half my clothes don't fit me anymore and I can't even afford to buy clothes that do fit. And when I think about it I don't really want to buy new clothes because that would just be accepting the fact that I've gained weight. I don't even know how it happened. No matter how hard I work out or eat right . I'm still just the fat girl....I used to wish that my boobs were bigger and now that I have them I wish I didn't. I wish that I could go back to just being the average sized girl with just regular boobs. Unfortunately I can't.
Back when I weighed 120 lbs I used to think I was the fattest girl in school. Now I would give anything to be size 6 and weighing 120 again.
What am I doing wrong?